garden-statues
The relationship between Sarah and I had been completely plutonic. I mean we never went beyond the friend zone, mostly because she didn't know I was 'like that'. Theres something about being gay that I enjoy; I have a very strong gaydar. I can tell when a girl is gay; or maybe when they're questioning something about themselves sexually. Sarah was a year younger than me; and I was doing my victory lap (formerly known as grade 13) She was so adorable though; which is why I was drawn to her from the second I met her. Her hair was almost breast length and light brown with blonder highlights. He hair was always curled or cutely done up. Her eyes were blue with the slightest tinge of grey and were surrounded by a thick bush of heavy eye lashes. When she smiles her eyes crinkle, and her laugh is contaigious. She is 6 inches shorter than I am..
I found her sitting in the caff, exams weren't until the afternoon but we all showed up in the morning.
"What's up Sarah?" I asked as I approached. She wore our school
uniform, a plaid kilt and a pastel, navy blue polo shirt with the
school's emblem embroidered on the breast. She smiled one of those
absolutely fake smiles.. The ones that you put on when something is
really getting to you, but you don't want anybody else to see..
"hm, I'm fine.." she says not making eye contact. Sometimes if she
looks right into my eyes I forget what we were talking about.. I poke
her.. I know that she's ticklish and that she hates when I tickle her.
Everytime I do, she ends up twisting her way out of my grasp, and onto
the floor.
So it comes as no surprise when she is squirming
like a retard and ends up on the floor. Usually this is where I would
let her get away.. But not today. I fall on top of her and continue to
tickle her. She starts hitting me, and I know she can't breathe from all
the screaming she's doing.. So I sit atop her body while she catches
her breath.
"you bitch.." she says smiling pushing me off of
her. I give her a hug. I wrap my arms around her in a vicegrip. While I
hug her I breathe in her aroma. She usually wears this perfume which
smells mouth-wateringly delicious... But today she is au-naturel, and I
like her better that way. I breathe in deeper and deeper.. I've become
addicted to the feeling of her arms wrapped around me, and the fall and
rise of her chest.
But soon enough we're breaking appart from
eachother.. Too soon. She turns to face me, and if we had been the same
height, her nose would've brushed mine.
"talk to me." I say
pulling up a seat in the cafe, not paying attention to the other
students who had just witnessed our little moment on the floor.
She proceeds to talk about a boy, that she had liked, who had said he
liked her.. Then some people had gotten jealous, and spread rumors about
her around the school. The boy had said that he 'couldn't handle the
rumors', and that they couldn't be together.
"it's cool, if he
wants to be an asshole, he's the one loosing out." she says, but her
eyes say otherwise.. I want to punch him, to damage him, to make him
feel half an ounce of pain he's made her feel. But she tells me it's
pointless, and that 'an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind'.
I just stay sitting in an attempt to look like I'm calmner than I am..
Somewhere in the cafe someone is playing a guitar. Sarah looks over her
shoulder, it's a grade nine boy who I don't know; and probably never
will. She gets up and fetches the guitar from him. She plays a few
chords.
"does anyone have an elastic?" she asks everyone up and down our table, and another grade nine hands her one.
"Thanks." she says running back to me. She starts rummaging through her
bag. She's pulling out books and binders until she finally finds her
pencil-case.
"holy crap what are you trying to find in there? "
I ask her. With the ammount of stuff coming out of her bag, you'd think
she was moving out.
"you'll see!" she says taking out a pen
and putting it across the third fret of the guitar, putting the elastic
over one end of the pen, and circling it around the neck of the guitar
to the other side of the pen.
"a makeshift cappo!" I say in
complete awe of her geniusness. Why I hadn't seen that coming.. I don't
know. She begins to strum the chords of a firmiliar tune. Her voice is
like ice when she sings, it melts and covers your whole body. She begins
to sing Hey Jude by the Beatles.
This song is definitely one
of my favorites, and she knows that. I start to calmn down. I get lost
in the music, falling under it's rhythmic spell. Until she is done, and
by that time I've started to get sleepy.
I stay awake though.. I
can't fall asleep when she needs me to be strong.. So when she comes
over to my side of the table she sits on my lap. It's a welcome
invitation; because I like when her butt is pressed directly on me, it
makes me wonder what it might feel like one day if I can get her alone..
Now I'm not going out on a limb here, I think Sarah might be
gay. Or bisexual. She's made comments that make me question her
sexuality.. The way she looks at me, the way that when I catch her
staring at me, she looks me straight in the face and calls me sexy..
The way that her mind goes to the dirtiest places.
Maybe what attracted me to her was this look of absolute innocence that
was always on her face. Just her manner, everything about her, screamed
innocence. And yet she wasn't that innocent. She'd had a few encounters
with guys, nothing farther than making out I'm sure.. But the illusion
of innocence was there.
That's not usually the girl I went
for, I usually go for the older ones, with more experience.. But
something about sarah's lack of it, makes me want her. Maybe it's that
she makes me smile like never before, or that I trusted her completely.
It wasnt that I didn't tell her I was gay because she would judge me, it
was more that I didn't want her to finally notice the way I hung onto
every word she said, or the way I really looked at her, or how my heart
raced when she looked at me. I didn't want her to assume that I was gay
for the sole-purpose of seducing her.. Because I had been gay long
before I had known her.
We hung out for the rest of the day,
just talking and laughing. And then the time to write our exams swiftly
arrived. Sarah and I walked side by side down the hallway. When we
reached the exam room, Sarah begins to freak.
"I'm so worried,
what if I can't write enough? What happens if I can't do it?" she says
almost crying. I stop walking immediately. I pull her by her shoulders
to face me.
"listen to me Sarah, you are amazing, there is no
way in hell you can't write enough. You are the most expressive and
literate person I have ever met.." I say looking into her eyes.. They
are so big right now.. She looks so vulnerable, in the worst way, and if
I had known the way she felt about me, I might've kissed her, but I
don't know, and I don't kiss her. She looks at me like she doesn't
believe me.
"Sarah I swear to god," I say, "you are going to crush this exam, don't even give it a second thought.. You're so well
versed that it doesn't matter, this exam has nothing on you. Do you
understand what I'm saying?" I ask, looking her right in the eyes; I
still want to kiss her. I want her vulnerability to be because she loves
me, not because she is scared.. She looks at me and her face becomes
relaxed. I lead her into the exam room.. Sit her down at a table, and I
sit at the other end..
"if you need support throughout this
exam, just give my hand a squeeze, and know I'm here for you okay?" I
say, and she nodds in agreement.
"perfect!" I say taking out my pencil case and putting pens and pencils onto my desk. I smile at her.
"it's going to be fine, I promise." I say squeezing her hand quietly for a second.
The teacher then tells us it's the beginning of our exam and we remain
in silence, as our pens scratch the foolscap provided for us. Thirteen
pages worth of essays later I am done my exam, but I stay seated and
scratch drawings onto the paper.. Sarah might need me, so I don't leave.
Only when she is done her exam do we both stand up to leave.
The teacher gives me a quick nod of approval as I whisper to Sarah,
"see wasn't that easier than you thought?" we walk down the hallway
silently as other classes write their exams. Then the bell rings.. I
give Sarah one of my more enormous hugs, and she hands me a note. She
gives me one of those big smiles and walks away.
When I sit on the bus i take the note out, and read it,
"me, your place, friday till Saturday. Come pick me up?"
For a second my heart races.. She's coming over? What was I going to
do? I had to clean my room, and the pool.. And so it began.
The
next Friday I got my mother to pick her up and drop her off at my
house, Friday was going to be Canada day, so there were going to be
fireworks. I had cleaned my room to Spick and span proportions. And I
had made delicious hors'doeuvres.
When she arrived, she looked
stunning, her hair was curled, just the way I liked it. Her face was
beautiful even when it had cover up on it, her eyes; so beautiful. She
was wearing fabric, navy-blue short shorts, and a flowered shirt with a
navy-blue cardigan over top. She looked perfect.
At some point
during the day, we ended up sitting cross-legged on the trampoline. I
looked into her eyes, and I knew, this was the moment, this was it, now
or never.
I don't know how it happened but we ended up wrestling
eachother. I ended up on top straddling her waist, holding her hands
above her head.
"I don't know if i'm reading you wrong, and
maybe I am, and if this isn't what you want, I apologize in advance..
But I've just got to know.." I say my breath catching a few times in my
chest. My heart is beating a mile a minute, I lean in closer and closer
until her lips press to mine..
God they're heavenly. I stop
kissing her... I know if I don't stop now I never will. I take deep
breaths, my heart hasn't stopped beating erratically.. I look into her
eyes..
The look on her face is not what I'm expecting.. I never
would have expected the look on her face.. Complete and absolute lust
has taken control of her face..
"Sarah?" I ask, this is not the
Sarah I knew, this Sarah was a love hungry, vicious, lusty woman who I
had never had the chance to meet..
If there is one thing that I
love about women, it's the look in their eyes when they're about to
come, when they're going that extra mile right before to reach the
highest point they can before they fall over the edge.. I can't wait to
see that look in Sarah's eyes.
I feel a hand grab my hair.. My
face approaches Sarah's. Her lips lock violently onto mine. This Sarah
was hungry in a way I'd never seen in anyone else. Her hands feverishly
pull me down to her body, and now I can feel everything I've ever
dreamed of pressed against me.
I'm glad my family decided to
build a privacy fence. It's about eight ft. tall, so then no one can see
in. I'm thankful for the weeks I spent helping my dad put it up, as
Sarah pulls my top over my head. My bright-purple bra shines against the
glare of the pool. Her hands roam down my tight skin. This sends
shivers up my spine, And I have a sharp intake of breath. Her face meets
mine again, and this time I dare to put my hands underneath the
beautiful shirt she has on. Her skin is absolutely electric against
mine.. The heat of her body is astounding as my hands methodically run
up and down her skin past her belly-button. My hands were right below
her beautiful A breasts.
I have a thing for 'smaller'
breasts.. In all honesty I wished my breasts were small, as I had been
cursed with big boobs. Every girl I have ever met has said "wow your
tits" or "I wish I had your boobs". I completely disagree with that,
having big boobs is a pain in the ass.
Her small boobs were a
perfect handful, and I gently squeezed them over top of her bra. A small
moan escapes her delicate, parted lips. Her moan sends a definite
wetness surging through my pussy..
God the lengths I would go
to to hear that sound from her again.. Luckily for me I didn't really
have to go too far to hear her moan again. I then take off her top, and
my lips meet hers in a feverish and fleeting kiss.
"I have
wanted this for so long.." she says breathing heavily after my mouth
leaves hers. Her lips are plump with the passion of our kisses. I reach
my hands behind her back, and unclasp her baby-blue bra, which
contrasts well against her milky complexion.
Her nipples stand
erect. They are perfect. I kiss her lips, my hands now on her naked
flesh. As I pull away I bite her bottom lip, which causes a stifled moan
to be coaxed out or her mouth. I kiss and gently nibble down her neck,
her moans causing almost a leakage of wetness between my thighs..
I reach her breasts and I suck on her right nipple. I can hear her
breath becoming ragged, and heavy as I swirl my tongue around it. I
gently bite her hard nipple which is between my teeth.
"oh my
god.. OH MY GOD!" she says causing me to smile into the bite. I love the
taste of her nipples, they're just so delectable, it's a wonder no one
had done this to her before.. They had no idea what they were missing..
I switch to the other awaiting nipple. This one seemed harder than the
last. When I bite her left nipple a mini convulsion goes through her,
causing her legs to spread underneath me. So suddenly it seems, am I
abandoning her nipple, and putting my hands at the waistband of her
shorts..
"are you sure?" I say, my voice husky with desire.
The moment I have been waiting for since I met her has finally arrived..
Her mouth opens but nothing comes out, so instead she gives a swift
nod..
I wonder how close I brought her with just the small
attention to her breasts.. I pull down her shorts to reveal a pair of
baby-blue panties, to match her discarded bra. I run my finger around
her covered mound. I rub her clit through her panties with the heel of
my hand.. A rough moan escaped her lips.
I can smell her arousal,
But I can also see it; a wet patch that has formed in the centre of her
panties.. I remove them to reveal a shaven pussy.
It's so
beautiful, and I'm not just saying that, I'm serious; it's beautiful,
although not as beautiful as her face. I do not hesitate to put my mouth
close to it. I breathe in her aroma. She's so fresh, and slightly
musky.. I give a tentative lick, and await her responce, which is a
completely audiable moan. I lick more vigorously, which causes her hips
to rise to my face. At this point her hips are raising and lowering
every few seconds, and I cannot properly eat her pussy if she squirms
constantly.
I violently gab her perfectly toned buttcheeks and
push her hips towards my face. My tongue reaches as deep as it can get,
and she is now moaning uncontrollably. I then take two fingers and lube
them by rubbing them up and down her now dripping slit.
I
push one in, and move it around, expecting to find a barrier of a hymen,
but I do not and this shocks me. I begin to talk dirty, which I don't
normally do.
"where's your hymen you dirty girl?" I ask in this almost angry voice.. I'm not angry though, more inquisitive.
"I lost it.." she replies her hips gyrating on my one finger.. God the
wild eyed look of absolute lust has overcome all of her reasoning.
"to who?" I say, adding a finger. I begin to pump violently, and I curl
my fingers on the exit to get a hit or two on her g-spot. I feel her
walls clench against my hand, and she doesn't answer, and I know better
than to persue this right now. I bend my head down to suck her clit. Her
juices are so sweet, and completely entralling. I bite her clit gently
and flick her clit with my ever so willing tongue. This sends her over
the edge and her body convulses spasmodically. I let her regain her
concious self as I lay beside her stroking her stomach.
"holy
fuck.." she says rolling on her side to face me. She looks fullfilled,
completely fullfilled, and I have never seen her like that.
"why have we never done that before?" she asks her head resting on my chest. She's so beautiful.
"because," I say kissing her forehead,
"you were too busy running around with Rory, to realize that I had
feelings for you.." I said simply. I do hate to blame her for this, but
is it not her fault?
"I've always known.. It's just I was too
afraid to face you, if I admitted that I felt the same way about you."
she said smiling. "would you like me to finish you off now?" she asks so
innocently. I want badly to come, but I decline. I just want this
special moment with her here in my yard.
We lay there for what
seemed like hours before we went inside. We gathered our discarded
clothing and headed up to my room for round two..
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